It's so hard to see all of my friends leave and go off to college...I know that i'll miss them deeply. I miss my friend Chris W. so much, he was my support when I need alot of help with my schoolwork and homework. Without him I wouldn't have passed Geometry, but that was hard anyway.


There are also many people that I am also not sorry so see leave. Some were rude and there was one person who was totally a rude, slimy, stuck up, pornography watching, cussing, asshole. I can't believe I was friends with this person "who shall remain nameless". I suspected that he told the one girl that in high school that I loved her...but he blows things so out of proportion that it makes me want to kill him. I am afriaid he ruined my relationship with this girl I loved. Another kid, named Mark...he's so damn fake it makes me sick! He tries to act like a homosexual just so he can hang around a bunch of girls who are not really even his friend. They were originally mine when he took many of them from me. What a loser. I heard that the last high school he went to, he was expelled for getting into a large fight with a girl there and when he came to Pinole Valley High he tried to make friends with these girls here that were friends with the one girl he got into a fight with at his last school.


Nonetheless, I am parted from all my friends physically and it hurts...I only have my classes to look forward too, and to do all the hobbies that I love. I am so worn out when I come home though so sometimes I figure, "what's the point?" but I tend to listen to my iPhone a lot and rest because am seem to be tired alot these days. I can find refuge in calling my friends and talking to them on my iPhone, however I would only talk for about two minutes because I have a phone plan that limits me to only 7 hours a month. I also like the amount of time I talk with them because I will have more things to talk about next time.

Now that I am finally set up perfectly set up at Diablo Valley College, I have been steadily working on homework as well the the classwork. I sometimes struggle with my work but I often get help with my Algebra homework from my friend Chris W. I spent the whole Labor Day with him and that's when he helped me with my college work.


I have just completed my very first assignment for Digital Media (Photography) and it was finished totally in the nick-of time. I guess I should be proud of my work. I retouched up to six photograhs that were improved dramatically. I needed to shoot 48 pictures within 24 hours which seemed difficult because I am so picky about what I like to photograph.


On the other hand...I hate doing my English work. When we complete one essay, we are just about to start a new one, it's so nerve racking and the only thing that is comforting about the class is the friendly teacher and all the students who I have befriended there. I hate writing essays that are so open ended.


On Friday I don't g o to college. On this day I take some time to complete some of my homework that was assigned to me. I usually never finish it all, and I never want to because I get tired and stressed out. I shouldn't have to on my day off. I spend part of the day watching movies and resting to regain energy because every weeknight I will stay up until 1 or 2 am. On the weekend I complete most or the rest of my homework and work on a current essay that is assigned to me. But nonetheless I love the advantage of having free time.